Move forward, slowly. The last 8 days have been beyond difficult without Keiki.
We’re all trying to figure out a new normal while being forced to face a difficult loss.
I have been trying to find joy without being forceful.
I have been trying to stay connected without reliving Keiki’s loss.
It’s not easy.
I keep reminding myself of the good times with Keiki + the feeling of loss is selfish.
When I see Anela confused, lonely, + searching for her daughter my heartbreaks.
I have limited social media because I see so many happy faces + cute dogs but I’m stuck between being happy for them + wondering what I could have done different for Keiki.
I’m learning to move with a little more patience + grace.
We’re all trying to figure out a new normal.
Stay healthy, stay home.💖