::6 months since I waked out of the hospital::

✨The question is not why did I live, but what is mine to do with the life I’ve been given?✨

Dr. Edith Eger

It’s been 6 months since I waked out of the hospital but only about 2 weeks since I fully processed the incident that changed my life.

I had a lot to process, (+ in full transparency I am still processing).

  • Guilt: for terrifying the people I love most.
  • Shame: for the life altering (stupid) decision I made.
  • Frustration: for my mind not functioning as it use to.

A couple of weeks ago I came to a conclusion, I could remain stuck reliving my mistake or I could focus on the lesson(s).

I wholeheartedly believe this incident took place for numerous reasons (more on that later).

For now, I just want to say Thank You!

Thank you to those who stood by me during the scariest + most difficult time of my life.

Thank you for the hospital visits, text messages, FaceTime calls, symbols of support from across the world, the prayers/intentions said without my knowledge, + on going check ins.

I think of each of you often + cherish our evolving relationship(s).

Most of all, Austin– for loving me when I struggled to love myself these past 6 months. 💕

Jeana going on her first walk outside post accident.

I’m not sure I can ever repay each of you, but I intend on living the rest of my life with purpose to demonstrate my gratitude.

🥂, to a happy + healthy journey.